You have just stepped into the woods of the fairyland.
There are many secrets awaiting to be unveiled...
Just ask the forest fairy, my dear fairies friends...
breathe in my fairytales and sprinkle ur fairies' message with love..
Flew down from above,
To teach me a lesson
About the powers of love . . . .
MY NAME: Rain Ho Shu Ling . . . .
NICKNAME: ling er, rainabelle . .
BIRTHDAY: 9th Feb . . . . . . .
EMAIL & FRIENDSTER & FACEBOOK ADD: phoenix_astral@yahoo.com . . . .
BLOOD TYPE: O+ . . . . . . . .. .
CHARACTER: easy-going, patient, faithful, oversensitive, want to show love and be loved, take things too hard, emotional, like to daydream, mature, stubborn, good listener, kind . . . . . .
LIKES: Love, Peace, Nature, Freedom, Happiness, Heaven, God, Angels . . .
Favourite hangout: beautiful places . . . . . .
Favourite cartoon characters: doraemon, hamtaro . . . .
Hobbies: doing community work, singing, dancing, horseriding, stargazing, travelling, boat-riding . . . . .
Favourite show: My fair princess, Autumn in my heart, bei shang lian ge(korean), tian wai fei xian . . .
Favourite movie: Titanic, the way home(korean), ET, Twilight . . . .
Favourite actors/singers/movie characters: Edward Cullen, Wang Dong Chen, Lee Ming Ho. . . .
Idols: Mother theresa . . . . . . .
Favourite song: sentimental. Jon McLaughlin - So Close
Favourite colour: White and Pink. .
Countries I've visited: Hong Kong, Taiwan, Bangkok, Australia, Penang, Indonesia, Malaysia, Korea, Japan . . . . .
Countires i want to visit: Milan, Rome, tibet, Egypt, Dubai, hokkaido, Italy, L.A. So many.
Favourite animals: dolphins, small monkeys, penguins, squirrels, kittens . . .
scared of: CROCODILE!, dark, ghost, blood, insects . . .basically anything tt can scares ppl
Hate: bully animals or children, perverts, selfish, playboy, gangsters, violent, war, bombs, lies, dirts, abortion . ..
Ppl who are important to me: My family, qianer, zhirong, my grandparents, all the children and old ppl in this world . .
Ambition: air stewardess/primary school chinese teacher/opening an orphanage and old folk's home . . .
quite tough..actully sometimes i really pity myself..that i wasn't born with a golden spoon in my mouth..i started work at the age of 13, gone thru a lot of sufferings that create what is Rain today.. but i'm very happy and lucky that God came in my life, as well as my friends around me..God did not gave me the worse, he had given enough..though in my past love relationships i had really suffered a lot, especially my hard-earned money being cheated by ppl i trusted so much, i already kan kai le..life still has to go on..and i must continue my beautiful life with colours..
My greatest downturns till the age of 22:
Being betrayed so deeply by a a best friend whom i treated as sister, one of my past relationships that caused me to suffer from depression, mistrusted 2 ppl i loved and trusted so much and cause my hardearned money to be gone, crossed paths with people at work who pushed me into the bottomless pit of saddness
My greatest upturn:
knowing GOD. He came into my life. saving me from the wrecks, healing my depression. I am 9 yrs old spiritually in Christ and will forever believe in God.
different ppl sees a different me . . .
Although i believe in GOD, i also believe in reincarnation.. good deeds collected this life, will be the root of happiness the next life . .
I dream every night. without fail. . .
I am Extremely timid . . .pls, i beg, dun scare me with crocodiles.
I cover my ears instead of my eyes when i'm afraid or frightened . . .
if u're good to me, i'll be good to u three times more . . .
fellow keepers
:: qianer ::
:: bang hong ::
:: bang zhou ::
:: da fu ::
:: stella ::
:: yu feng ::
:: joann ::
:: jason ::
:: chris::
:: Yi Jun::
:: Jia ling::
:: Lee Chin::
hunts
:: Our love.. ::
:: Our songs.. ::
archives
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October 2009
November 2009
credits
:: xiaoyu ::
:: jimmy liao ::
I'm feeling really upset. past few days from yesterday i thought and even determined to be a childcare teacher. I dun specialised in that area thou i've a few yrs experience in teaching students, and yesterday i went for a briefing at temasek tower who claimed to allow me to complete the CPT course for free.. i blithely go there despite feeling sick plus the weather was raining cats and dogs, listened to the 1 hr talk and when i was abt to cfm myself, the person then say there's a fee of 3.6k. Interview Fee! What. their paper made of gold?! I felt like being deceived. I'll nv believe in ICEC again, a humbug of people. when i stepped out of the building, it was pouring so heavily outside as if the rain was abt to drown the city. Guess what, i was totally down on my luck yesterday. I got drenched despite carrying a small umbrella, lost my way and walked ard in the rain like an idiot with the thunder roaring above. after half an hr of locating the correct bus stop home and waiting 25 mins for the tortoise bus, i got onto the bus all wet and freezing cold. Rotten Luck. I prayed for God's warmth and I finally got better. but whole thru the journey i felt devastated. This wasn't the first time i had my hopes jovially filled up and in split-second totally adrifted. I can't always fall down and climb up again like nth's happened. you know what, i totally give up in pursuing the careers i like. flying, teaching, social work. Just throw me a shit job and i do it...
i didnt make it for the SIA interview today. totally screwed up. i went there early in the morning abt 8 plus, with a contradicting mind of whether it was the right choice of going for it. My whole mind revolves with thoughts like "Am i really going to be an air stewardess if i made it for the interview?" "Is it really suitable for me?" "Am i sure i made the correct choice?" and so on instead of pondering abt what to say during the interview. Sad to say i did not give my full concentration and attention during the process. Well that wasn't the only reason i flunk. I wasn't outspoken enough, and i know i can never be one. Although i went there with a "for fun" feeling but it still striked me somehow. Suddenly have a lost feeling. really lost. Anyway i still put on a facade not wanting anyone to sense my grief over the fact that my childhood ambition has been tarnished. Somehow. I'm not someone who has a "It's ok, try again!" attitude or determination to try 10 freaking times like jia ling's friend. well if i am really going to try again next time, i'll really make sure i do my best.
Yesterday was dear's off day and we met up in the morning to repair his hp at jurong.. wanted to go ride bike but the heaven was dropping its precious tears for hours. so we went kbox instead. after that as planned we went to pit a tent at East Coast and had a bubble fight. (view pics at http://love-moments.blogspot.com/ ) . for so many years i've not been blowing bubbles, but it's still fun anyway and i found myself behaving like a little kid haha. BU XIANG ZHANG DA LAR!!!! (>_<) how i wish i can retract from stepping into adulthood because an adult has to give in and compromise to many things in life.. i wanna be one who will still love doremon when she has reached 80 yrs old. teethless. hahA. ^=^
i'm awaiting a lovely day, 28th april where lots of little angels will gather together. ( ._.)(._.)(._. )hehe. finally i got voluntary work to do le! bringing many underpreviledged kids for trekking. so happy. :)
haven't been doing any voluntary works recently.. feel so bad. this morning i saw a poor little new born kitten slping under a rubbish bin, and an old man with a poor eyesight at the bus stop trying so hard to see if the bus he's waiting for was coming. Actually in this world there are lots of pitiful ppl, animals and even Mother nature needing us to care for. i was asking ard for any community service which i can join, or any children's or old folk's home i can visit.. somehow i also dun mind travelling to third world countries to help out if there's a chance. i'll be so happy if i can teach them sth i know or even help to build a sch or home.. brick by brick. if i'm a doctor or a nurse, i dun mind going to a dirty and smelly place healing the sick, even if there is 1% chance of getting a disease or whatsoever. if i am as rich as 'xiao tian tian' i will just give out my money to build homes, schools, wells etc for the poor. if i have special power, i hope i can stop all natural disasters that had been taking ppl's lives. emotional and dreamy me. but i really hope the world can be fairer to every single soul. impossible thou.
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