You have just stepped into the woods of the fairyland.
There are many secrets awaiting to be unveiled...
Just ask the forest fairy, my dear fairies friends...
breathe in my fairytales and sprinkle ur fairies' message with love..
Flew down from above,
To teach me a lesson
About the powers of love . . . .
MY NAME: Rain Ho Shu Ling . . . .
NICKNAME: ling er, rainabelle . .
BIRTHDAY: 9th Feb . . . . . . .
EMAIL & FRIENDSTER & FACEBOOK ADD: phoenix_astral@yahoo.com . . . .
BLOOD TYPE: O+ . . . . . . . .. .
CHARACTER: easy-going, patient, faithful, oversensitive, want to show love and be loved, take things too hard, emotional, like to daydream, mature, stubborn, good listener, kind . . . . . .
LIKES: Love, Peace, Nature, Freedom, Happiness, Heaven, God, Angels . . .
Favourite hangout: beautiful places . . . . . .
Favourite cartoon characters: doraemon, hamtaro . . . .
Hobbies: doing community work, singing, dancing, horseriding, stargazing, travelling, boat-riding . . . . .
Favourite show: My fair princess, Autumn in my heart, bei shang lian ge(korean), tian wai fei xian . . .
Favourite movie: Titanic, the way home(korean), ET, Twilight . . . .
Favourite actors/singers/movie characters: Edward Cullen, Wang Dong Chen, Lee Ming Ho. . . .
Idols: Mother theresa . . . . . . .
Favourite song: sentimental. Jon McLaughlin - So Close
Favourite colour: White and Pink. .
Countries I've visited: Hong Kong, Taiwan, Bangkok, Australia, Penang, Indonesia, Malaysia, Korea, Japan . . . . .
Countires i want to visit: Milan, Rome, tibet, Egypt, Dubai, hokkaido, Italy, L.A. So many.
Favourite animals: dolphins, small monkeys, penguins, squirrels, kittens . . .
scared of: CROCODILE!, dark, ghost, blood, insects . . .basically anything tt can scares ppl
Hate: bully animals or children, perverts, selfish, playboy, gangsters, violent, war, bombs, lies, dirts, abortion . ..
Ppl who are important to me: My family, qianer, zhirong, my grandparents, all the children and old ppl in this world . .
Ambition: air stewardess/primary school chinese teacher/opening an orphanage and old folk's home . . .
quite tough..actully sometimes i really pity myself..that i wasn't born with a golden spoon in my mouth..i started work at the age of 13, gone thru a lot of sufferings that create what is Rain today.. but i'm very happy and lucky that God came in my life, as well as my friends around me..God did not gave me the worse, he had given enough..though in my past love relationships i had really suffered a lot, especially my hard-earned money being cheated by ppl i trusted so much, i already kan kai le..life still has to go on..and i must continue my beautiful life with colours..
My greatest downturns till the age of 22:
Being betrayed so deeply by a a best friend whom i treated as sister, one of my past relationships that caused me to suffer from depression, mistrusted 2 ppl i loved and trusted so much and cause my hardearned money to be gone, crossed paths with people at work who pushed me into the bottomless pit of saddness
My greatest upturn:
knowing GOD. He came into my life. saving me from the wrecks, healing my depression. I am 9 yrs old spiritually in Christ and will forever believe in God.
different ppl sees a different me . . .
Although i believe in GOD, i also believe in reincarnation.. good deeds collected this life, will be the root of happiness the next life . .
I dream every night. without fail. . .
I am Extremely timid . . .pls, i beg, dun scare me with crocodiles.
I cover my ears instead of my eyes when i'm afraid or frightened . . .
if u're good to me, i'll be good to u three times more . . .
fellow keepers
:: qianer ::
:: bang hong ::
:: bang zhou ::
:: da fu ::
:: stella ::
:: yu feng ::
:: joann ::
:: jason ::
:: chris::
:: Yi Jun::
:: Jia ling::
:: Lee Chin::
hunts
:: Our love.. ::
:: Our songs.. ::
archives
September 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
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July 2007
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November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
May 2008
June 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
October 2009
November 2009
credits
:: xiaoyu ::
:: jimmy liao ::
just had my MA2 paper today.. quite difficult but luckily i managed to get most of the answers.. have been studying like crazy these few days.. tml still got LAW paper. feel so sick today.. body hot, throat pain and headache. didn't slp well last night and woke up early today to study. tml will be the last paper, i really hope i can give in my best shot for it. if not i'll be letting myself down for wasting not only this sem but the whole of 13 yrs of studying. in the past for so many times i want to stop studying, but i persevere for the purpose of a diploma cert to fulfill my dream. though now i realise i might not be able to realise my dream, i still wish to do well for my papers. There is also someone i do not wish to disappoint.. someone who no longer lives in this world..
yesterday = sad. it was a lousy day, and some things didn't turned out the way i thought it would be. went to dreamland with teary face. Anyway it's gd that i'm borned forgetful and blur, now i dun really remember what made me sad yesterday. :) didn't slp well these few nights.. got lots of things to ponder on. my grandma is staying in my house for a few days, can't really slp deep just in case she calls me in the middle of the night tt she needs the toilet. and was also quite worried of dear in genting. have been praying almost once every few hours tt he's will enjoying himself and coming back home safely, and god can bless my mama with strength to carry my grandma, and myself with time to study for exam. went to mr ong's house 2 days ago, he told me alot on teaching career and again triggered my teaching passion. yet i still prefer to fly ard. i felt so down knowing i have not found my career path. :(
watched epic movie with qianer.. omg the movie is very lousy and i found it a waste of money. haha. only the first part DaVinci Code is nice, then the rest really cannot make it. earlier i met up with wan hui to purchase our bangkok trip at 24th of march for 3 days by tiger airways. we'll be staying in arnoma hotel 4 stars and departing in morning coming back at night, for only $270!! unbelievably cheap. haha. can't wait for exams to end soon so i can go with her. only 2 girls, quite dangerous.. so we intend not to make up and wear super ugly, the only dangerous act we will ever do in bangkok is to wear bikini for the jaccuzi! in the hotel so should be okie. :D
Yesterday was a lovely Valentine's day.. went to law lecture thought got revision, in the end turned out is a waste of time. after that met up with dear at suntec.. he gave me 12 roses this time. very beautiful. i always told him during this day girls are always secretly comparing the flowers they held in their hands even thou it's just passing by one another. i dun seem to lose out anyway. haha. :D we went NYDC to eat lunch, then watch Once in a Summer movie.. quite touching but very very draggy.. until dear fell asleep. i blamed him for being so sleepy and actually yesterday we quarrelled for a while. it's not a gd feeling to quarrel on this special day. saw wan ting yesterday and she saw my du lan face, without any flowers in my hand. we always silence-quarrel over little things.. i do not know if it's healthy. in the mid of quarrelling i found our love fading, yet after we reconcile i found our love grown stronger. i always need to be reminded i am loved by him. i admit i'm not a gd gf.. my bf as well as his loved ones will get my unlimited care and concern for all i can swear yet one will get sick of my pessimistic and duo xin side.. i always think of nonsense and always worry he might not like me anymore one day when our love life is just normal without any holiday vacations or romantic v day. yet he is actually loving me stronger and stronger day by day. *~* after we reconcile, we were suppose to go to swensen but because the appointment was delayed (by me), we went to boat quay to take a boat ride. evening ride was amazing. then we took bus to bugis.. took neo print.. and ate sakae sushi. he actually planned to take the hotair balloon but due to time constraint we also had to forgo it. he didn't expect in btw we could quarrel and mess up his plan. anyway, we can still keep the tic and go for the ride another time. overall i still love his plan.. simply because it is planned by him and for me. I love him.
THANKS THANKS THANKS to those who came to my party yesterday. omg my whole body ache. must be because i've been running about when i played the water bomb. very fun indeed. haha. stupid lester how dare he went off without telling me. but the minnie mouse that he and shalyn and guys gave me was cute. i hug it to slp yesterday night. i also like the necklace which my sec frens gave me, from mint and co. very beautiful. as well as the little white bag from qianer. took lots of pics yesterday. glad to know i've got so many supportive frens ard. i realised from a party u could determine who exactly are ur true frens. ppl who made the effort to drop by even thou they got sth on, just to wish me happy birthday and pass me the gift, ppl who waited with me at the shelter, ppl who tried to make me happy, deeply thankful to u guys. those who last min fly plane, who say "see first", Get Away. the food that azizah cooked was quite okie, but more than half of it wasn't finish and had to be thrown away. wasteful. but no choice i can't finished them up by myself. haha. Guys i really enjoyed myself at the party. Guess after v day really have to settle myself down to a study mode so that i can prepare myself for the exams. keke. Muacks
here to share with u guys what happened yesterday. met up with dear at jurong then went jurong pt eat fish and co, not too bad. then went to Singapore Discovery Centre, OMG that is a Super lousy place. Guys pls do not waste ur time visiting that place unless u want to fall asleep upon watching their 2D movies, take stuffy non-aircon bus and watch merlion sing song. after that met up with dear's family to celebrate at partyworld. also celebrating his sis' bdae. his family treats me very nice, all gave me branded stuffs. uncle gave me $100 (super brand haha!), aunty gave me LV purse (which i gave to my mum) , his sis gave me Puma bag and of cos the nicest gift i've received is from dear - a DIGITAL CAMERA!! i love it!! can't wait to take lots of pics tml on my bdae. didn't expect he will buy for me cos i always thought he was trying hard to save money for our holiday trips, this yr to Taiwan. hehe.
2 more days.. and it'll be my birthday. time passes so fast. i remember when i was around the age of 15, i just can't wait to grow up and be like a lady. maybe because i started work young, so i matured quite early. i often wore adult clothes, so happy to hear ppl say i looked like 18 or older and got pissed off when ppl said i looked below my age. i always wanted ppl to treat me like an adult. A sensible one. i guess that was because i had to cope with a lot of problems by myself, so i became very independent. Now. I realised.. why hurry? why didn't i treasure my childhood or teenage hood or whatever it's called? suddenly felt that i didn't have a childhood and am not going to have it anymore.. kinda regret. now my thinking is different.. i dun really wish to become 20 and soon next year 21. no no no. it's yet the time for me to settle down. I want to be wild, and play till the age of 25. i want to find back what i've lost. Can i.
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