You have just stepped into the woods of the fairyland.
There are many secrets awaiting to be unveiled...
Just ask the forest fairy, my dear fairies friends...
breathe in my fairytales and sprinkle ur fairies' message with love..
Flew down from above,
To teach me a lesson
About the powers of love . . . .
MY NAME: Rain Ho Shu Ling . . . .
NICKNAME: ling er, rainabelle . .
BIRTHDAY: 9th Feb . . . . . . .
EMAIL & FRIENDSTER & FACEBOOK ADD: phoenix_astral@yahoo.com . . . .
BLOOD TYPE: O+ . . . . . . . .. .
CHARACTER: easy-going, patient, faithful, oversensitive, want to show love and be loved, take things too hard, emotional, like to daydream, mature, stubborn, good listener, kind . . . . . .
LIKES: Love, Peace, Nature, Freedom, Happiness, Heaven, God, Angels . . .
Favourite hangout: beautiful places . . . . . .
Favourite cartoon characters: doraemon, hamtaro . . . .
Hobbies: doing community work, singing, dancing, horseriding, stargazing, travelling, boat-riding . . . . .
Favourite show: My fair princess, Autumn in my heart, bei shang lian ge(korean), tian wai fei xian . . .
Favourite movie: Titanic, the way home(korean), ET, Twilight . . . .
Favourite actors/singers/movie characters: Edward Cullen, Wang Dong Chen, Lee Ming Ho. . . .
Idols: Mother theresa . . . . . . .
Favourite song: sentimental. Jon McLaughlin - So Close
Favourite colour: White and Pink. .
Countries I've visited: Hong Kong, Taiwan, Bangkok, Australia, Penang, Indonesia, Malaysia, Korea, Japan . . . . .
Countires i want to visit: Milan, Rome, tibet, Egypt, Dubai, hokkaido, Italy, L.A. So many.
Favourite animals: dolphins, small monkeys, penguins, squirrels, kittens . . .
scared of: CROCODILE!, dark, ghost, blood, insects . . .basically anything tt can scares ppl
Hate: bully animals or children, perverts, selfish, playboy, gangsters, violent, war, bombs, lies, dirts, abortion . ..
Ppl who are important to me: My family, qianer, zhirong, my grandparents, all the children and old ppl in this world . .
Ambition: air stewardess/primary school chinese teacher/opening an orphanage and old folk's home . . .
quite tough..actully sometimes i really pity myself..that i wasn't born with a golden spoon in my mouth..i started work at the age of 13, gone thru a lot of sufferings that create what is Rain today.. but i'm very happy and lucky that God came in my life, as well as my friends around me..God did not gave me the worse, he had given enough..though in my past love relationships i had really suffered a lot, especially my hard-earned money being cheated by ppl i trusted so much, i already kan kai le..life still has to go on..and i must continue my beautiful life with colours..
My greatest downturns till the age of 22:
Being betrayed so deeply by a a best friend whom i treated as sister, one of my past relationships that caused me to suffer from depression, mistrusted 2 ppl i loved and trusted so much and cause my hardearned money to be gone, crossed paths with people at work who pushed me into the bottomless pit of saddness
My greatest upturn:
knowing GOD. He came into my life. saving me from the wrecks, healing my depression. I am 9 yrs old spiritually in Christ and will forever believe in God.
different ppl sees a different me . . .
Although i believe in GOD, i also believe in reincarnation.. good deeds collected this life, will be the root of happiness the next life . .
I dream every night. without fail. . .
I am Extremely timid . . .pls, i beg, dun scare me with crocodiles.
I cover my ears instead of my eyes when i'm afraid or frightened . . .
if u're good to me, i'll be good to u three times more . . .
fellow keepers
:: qianer ::
:: bang hong ::
:: bang zhou ::
:: da fu ::
:: stella ::
:: yu feng ::
:: joann ::
:: jason ::
:: chris::
:: Yi Jun::
:: Jia ling::
:: Lee Chin::
hunts
:: Our love.. ::
:: Our songs.. ::
archives
September 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
May 2008
June 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
October 2009
November 2009
credits
:: xiaoyu ::
:: jimmy liao ::
stressed... really very stressed..have been waking up at 6am almost the whole of this week.. to do my projects. just completed a test today, and tml there's 2 projects deadlines, which i have to wake up at 6am to do them. Again. next week got another exam. argh! can i announced i gonna break down soon? Help me Lord. :(
i'm feeling better le.. can step out of my cave again to welcome any other problems that try to pull me down. (choy) of cos i hope my life can goes on smoothly.. suddenly felt that i quite long nv pamper myself already.. when was the last time i bought clothes for myself? i can't remember cos it's just way too long ago.. everything i fancy a shirt i'll turn back upon seeing the price tag.. i wun buy any shirt that is more than $15. in another word i think i only buy clothes for myself once a yr when my birthday mth can get discounts. am i being stingy to myself or way too thrifty. hai. how i wish i can have some m(yphosis or similar shopping voucher to buy clothes i fancied.. or dodo club vouchers to buy facial products.. have been eyeing for their stuffs very long le. keke. maybe i shall give myself a birthday party and a bangkok trip for this yr. that should be enough. for my party i've been informing my frens abt it. one bad thing abt opening a party is ppl tend to say "I'll try to make it." kinda hard to prepare the food because can't get the exact number of ppl coming. most of my frens are busy with work.. projects.. really hope they can make it tt day. n_n
Recently, i have been feeling quite unhappy.. often i thought my problems are resolved, but sometimes i find them still hanging somewhere.. before one could be resolved, another one arises. somehow i want to go out for a walk or find someone to chat heart to heart.. but everyone seems so busy.. dear got ns re-service or have to work, qianer got projects.. i'm such an introvert who only stick to the two of them. i don't wanna stay at home.. yet yesterday i couldn't find someone to accompany me.. wanted to teach tuition to pass time but student is not free, went all the way to orchard to visit my grandma but no one picks up the phone.. it was raining heavily yesterday and i looked so shragged.. donno which direction should i go. everyday i have to think of how to settle my dinner. today again i can't find someone for dinner.. dear got report to do and qianer meeting another fren.. i have totally no appetite at all, didn't eat much today. dun think this is a good start of the yr.. is it how i welcome 2007? i need to go back to my cave again to stay for a while.
came to my forest to rest from the revision of the test later. It's a special day today dun really feel like making myself so tired. haha. Just went to my friendster to edit my profile.. add in Death Note as one of my fav movie.. hehe frankly speaking have u all asked urself if u want to possess a Death Note urself? well for me, i want it and i will also xchange half of my life for the God of Death's eyes. nono i'm not so cruel la.. i will kill those bad ppl like Osama.. animal or children bullies.. okie back to reality. when i was in friendster i also went to wen bin's profile.. my classmates are still leaving testimonials for him.. but can he really see the msgs.. :( i hope he could. I left one testimonial for him.. exit friendster with teary eyes. friends are still hard to be forgotten, no matter what happened in our lives that kept us busy.
Studying for ma test now.. had just email the tutor tt i'll attend her fri tut instead of today. wanted to wake up at 7 to study but my dreams held me back. 9am then i wake up. aiyo getting lazier.. Suddenly realized tuesday is my spiritual birthday.. the day i believe in Christ 7 yrs ago when i was in Sec 1. I still remember the person who transformed me into a christian was the one who backstabbed me the most.. anyway, that was a long time ago. It's a very important day to me.. a day i valued more than my actual birthday on the 9th feb. It was the day a helpless rain found her shelter. found who she can depend on. found a strength granted to her from heaven. i wanted to celebrate this special day but ppl might feel it weird, even my bf who isn't a christian.. so think i'll just have a simple dinner with qianer on that day after my inter business test. after that had a chat with God and tt ends off my celebration. This yr i really hope to celebrate my actual birthday.. it's next mth.. every yr, i always like to have a party inviting all my frens, receiving lots of blessings and presents and a birthday song tt came from their hearts. last yr i didn't celebrate.. because i know someone doesnt like me to.. this yr i don't know if i should have a party or not.
WA!!! today really very tired.. brought 3 children to the Science Centre today. They're my students and i promised to bring them there one day. Gosh. It's not easy to bring children to faraway places, u chase and nag and coax and worry like a naggy old mother. well, suddenly feel that being a mother isn't easy. haha. i waited 2 hours for them to come back from sch, dress up and have their lunch before we went there. By the time we reached, we only left one hour to explore the place and we missed out my fav omi-theatre shows. I even planned to bring them to snow city. anyway, it's quite fun to bring them ard thou super tiring. after that we went to the mcdonald's to eat. i was all the way nagging "don't talk so much with ur food on ur mouth!""don't laugh so loud!""don't make the table so dirty!""finish ur food!""don't run about!"gonna gone crazy sia. hehe. -_-" we had a super long journey taking bus 197 and my youngest student just can'tt take it and slept on my lap. when we reached marine parade, it's already 9 plus. hope they have an early sleep and have energy to go to school tml. they wanted me to bring them out again and i really dread for that day. haha.
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